It is... seriously.

For a world that seems all too burdened by the toils and troubles of everyday our World seems all too eager to live in a state of misery.

It's funny, see? When you treat the world like crap, trampling it as you go along, you naturally get, in response, a glaring criticism for your lack of concern, for your apathy.

And yet... when you try to treat the world with kindness and compassion, you find yourself mistrusted, suspected and sometime (far worst of all) rebuffed.

Irritating

It is far better to live free and on your feet than to die enslaved and on your knees.

It's funny, the future never seems to glare so brightly in your face until it's actually just about there. Near enough that you can almost experience it as a sensation but still a goodly distance away that you can quite see it.

And at these moments it makes you ask: am I prepared for what I'm to face.

It's funny, that consideration never seemed all that important when you first thought of it four years ago. In fact, as commonly happens, we push it to the said in the full misguided belief that we'll be able to face it when we face it.

Seeing as that's here and the answer is not, as yet, all to clear...

Kinda makes one a little bit nervous. I mean, this is IT, THE moment of moments...

Whacha gonna do, Makaan? What are you gonna do?

 Truth be told, I know not where my roads in life may lead me. I seem at times a Wanderer, eternally lost, seemingly trapped forever without direction. I fall down the same pitfalls, trip on the same cracks. Lead me, Lord, back in to your heart. Lead me back for I find naught but emptiness in the path I now choose. Lead me back and keep me, for I am tired and need rest.

 

2249 hrs, 20.02.05